Intro Jin : Have you ever been so attached to someone to
the point of addiction you wind up breaking in seizures
so bad it stars to eat and beat you like students get
from techers who treat you like creatures and make your life
吸 like a fetus without features
要怎么说 怎么做 才算对她好
要怎么搓 怎么拖 才算不太早
时间或信用　都不够她开销
我只能　当她的玩偶跟人家比较
或许当她有时间
她会自然的call我
因为她无聊 闲时间太多
也许你过些时间
就会开始欣赏我
还是面对现实 别作梦
我要忘了她 我不能太依赖
我要忘了她 我要生活自在
我要为了她 为什么看不开
我要忘了她 我必须对她说bye bye
EC: I try to fake that I take every second in pace to
get the tears of my face so you won't see the trace of every pore
that I scratched so that I could erase only to find in the mirror
that I'm such a disgrace
JIN: I can't control my emotions the potions
I drink are potent causing internal erosion but now too late for no caution
that I'd throw to you people so you could take some precaution sometimes
abortion is wiser than what you thought'em to be What happened to all the
people who said they sympathized with my situation ? I'm lying on my
hospital bed and still I'm waitin'..........No letters or postcards to be
read could they be waitin' for christmas just to see if I'm dead ?!
EC: In the media and magazines and mewspapers are writing about rumors spreading
like fire turning the lies into truth burning up my tires I'm tired of
taking all thier reactions even the people I love and trust they don't